“For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul?” Mark 8:36
Do you have addiction and control issues? These are considered to be self-indulgence; excessive and unrestrained to satisfy your own appetite.
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. And those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.” Gal 5:22-24