The Bible says, “May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully…” Eph 3:19
As you are going through your loss, remember God is refining you for His purpose, “See, I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction.” Isaiah 48:10 NKJV
God permits those He loves to pass through suffering for His glory to fulfill His plan.
“Thanks be to God for His indescribable gift!” 2 Cor 9:15