Nothing seemed to move me, make me laugh or bring joy. What was going on? I felt numb, no emotion, why?

Reflection brought joy. A quick inventory of my current state made me realize that I was not seeking to give God pleasure.

I heard a pastor once say, “When we give enjoyment our hearts are filled with joy.”

“I will praise the name of God with a song, And will magnify Him with thanksgiving. This also shall please the Lord better than an ox or bull, Which has horns and hooves. The humble shall see this and be glad; And you who seek God, your hearts shall live.” Psalm 69:30-32

So what brings pleasure to the Lord? Relationship with Him, praising and thanking Him, obeying and trusting.

“But let the righteous be glad; Let them rejoice before God; Yes, let them rejoice exceedingly.” Psalm 68:3