“Because Your lovingkindness is better than life, My lips shall praise You.” Psalm 63:3
What is in your heart will come out of your mouth. What if your heart is angry at God?
Let me assure you, God has heard everything. He knows your thoughts and heart. When your hurt is so great within, let God know, talk to Him. Ask why, express your feelings. God will not despise a broken spirit, a broken and contrite heart (Psalm 51:17). God honors authentic relationships.
“It shall come to pass That before they call, I will answer; And while they are still speaking, I will hear.” Isaiah 65:24

