The Lord says, “….I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore with lovingkindness, I have drawn you.” Jeremiah 31:3
God never stops loving you; it is an everlasting love. No matter what you have done, He still loves you, and He draws you back with His goodness and kindness. He is faithful.
And then, God rebuilds your life (Jeremiah 31:4). Trust Him to do a mighty work, surrender all. Remember, He will not build on anything but the solid foundation of Jesus Christ. Any other doctrine, any self-help solution, religion is a false foundation and will crumble.